Ask me about Squirrel Girl




  #yeah!    #just finished the episode    #game of thrones  

Update: My mom gave me some money for half-price Easter candy day tomorrow and I’m gonna spend a bit of it on Taco Bell so hahaha, you rude ass anon, I fucking win.

  #about me    #personal    #food  
how big is your queue oh my god

I recently did a major clearing out of my likes (stuff I meant to reblog another day and never did) and I filled up the queue on the first day (300 posts) and kept refilling it as I went and I just finished today


294 at the moment.

  #strangemercies    #person: abby the tabby    #messages  


abby got a credit card

  #cute friends    #you dork    #nsfw ish maybe    #top percentage of queue  
jeez Scott check out all these people wanting to date ya

  #ignore the fact that about half of them were jokes    #littleladyllama    #messages  
what's your dream job?

  #:P    #ringdaggers    #messages  
bird age, bird gender, bird height, bird appearance. interested in breadcrumbs and pooping. we could poop together.


  #anonymous    #messages  
If I may ask, what are you religious views, if any?



I grew up Catholic.


Taught by nuns in elementary school.

I stood. I sat. I knelt. I sang songs out of tune. I knelt some more. I yawned.

Sister Cathy yelled at me for eating a crayon.

First communion. Jesus crackers. Jesus wine.

First confession. “I stole my brother’s Legos and then lied to my mom about stealing his Legos and then he punched me. I’m hoping he confesses to you about the punching thing cuz that really hurt.”

Don’t forget to kneel.


High school church youth group.

I read the bible. I was probably supposed to do this earlier.

The beginning bits seemed harsh. I liked Jesus quite a bit, but his stories never seemed to fit with the ones that surrounded them.

Questions arose.

Did they put animals that can swim on the boat? I mean, could you just leave the ducks off the ark to save space? Maybe they could swim along side and you just toss them bread. 

Why did he free Moses and make them wander around for so long? Haven’t they been through enough? 

(To Father Steve) Technically a whale can’t ingest a human. Jonah would have got caught in its throat and they both would have died.

*angry priest face*

So are you saying that God made a bet with Satan to see how much shit Job would put up with? That doesn’t seem very ethical for a deity. 

*angrier priest face*

Then I started learning about the politics of religion and more important questions arose. 

What’s wrong with being gay? That passage is in the same book that says slavery is totally fine. 

What’s wrong with contraception? People are dying of diseases that you could have prevented if your missionaries gave out condoms instead of bibles. 

And finally…

Why am I sick?…….. How is this someone’s plan for me? 

My views became very “if any.”

That world made no sense to me. I started working things out on my own and solving my problems without asking for His help. Those beliefs held me back. They held me back because they were not my beliefs. They were given to me by others and I went along with it. 

I don’t begrudge anyone with faith. I can’t say if they are wrong or right. I think faith helps a great deal of people. I still consider Father Steve my greatest mentor and one of the kindest (and most patient) individuals I’ve ever known.  

I know a lot of people seek answers of creation and life after death, but I don’t think about that much anymore. I don’t really care. My mind has filled up with so many curiosities that may actually have an answer. Answers I can grasp and understand. Trying to know the unknown seems futile to me. 

I just want to live the best life I can. I wish to be a good person because it is the right thing to do and not because I fear a fiery pit. I’m better at being a good person now, more-so than when I believed. 

Not believing works best for me. Results may vary.

  #about me    #religion    #long post  
20, female, 5'3, hair and eyes sort of darkish yellow? favourite music oscillates between classical, classic rock, showtunes, and pop. my favourite classes are usually philosophy or poli-sci, but i also like physics. we could go to the zoo? i dunno, i suck at first dates. but i like zoos.


YESSSSSSSSSSSS. Let’s go to the zoo. I will point to every animal (except the elephants) and ask you what kind of dog is that? And then I will drag you over to the elephants. And then we will get lunch and then I will drag you over to the elephants again.

  #anonymous    #messages  
Attack on Titan? You sure do know the was to a girl's heart ;)


*unzips pants*


  #anonymous    #messages